Sometimes my heart rebels and aches to be “home” where I am comfortable, able to communicate, not under intense spiritual oppression and with the people I know and love. During those times when my heart rebels, I go to the THRONE of grace with confidence and truly have learned to find help and hope in my time of need.
hehhee.. other times my physical body rebels about being here and longs to be in america where the meat is always identifiable and the water drinkable. On those times I spend time at a different throne. Hahaha.. Sunday night I got what I call the bhobonic plague with a fever of 104 and much time on the throne. So Monday I was sick and stayed home all day and basically didn’t move out of the bed, except to get the spirte that my friend scarlet so lovingly brought, and the antibiotics that my other friend brought.
And glory to God I woke up this morning with feeling much much better! Glory. It’s amazing how much more I appreciate physical health when I have been sick. SO praise God I feel better and I will be able to have language lessons (I canceled yesterday– i still don’t know how to politely say in nep. Wait a minute please.. i have explosive diarhea!).
So during my sick time I had time to just pray and rest in the Lord. I read over some of my old journals and am just praising God how He is always faithful to work in our lives.
He is the same yesterday, today and tommorow!
Please pray for my grandfather and my family– my grandmother died two weeks ago, and two days ago my grandfather’s brother died unexpectedly. Just pray for them as they go to the funeral and such.
i love you guys.. did i mention that!